So Total Traitors

It's been quite a while since I've actually been on here. Let's just say I've been having...internet problems? If interenet refers to the story about Jay, then that's exactly what I meant. He was a traitor. This whole time he'd been lying? I'm not sure if I can trust him. This post has to be really short...I don't have much time. Let Rose tell you the story at her blog... Feathers, Hearts, and Starry Eyes. The end. Maybe of my life. You know.

So Not a Fairytale

Rose was talking to me the other day about Kai. "We can trust each other, right?" she asked, pulling her hair away from her face. I nodded. "Of course. I can trust you with pretty much anything!". I smiled and she did too, but it faded quickly. Usually when Rose smiles, it stays for a while. "I know something's wrong Rose. What is it?" I asked poking her back. She fell into tears, her eyes red and her face showed no sign of happiness. "I know I can trust you, but you have to promise not to tell Kai." I nodded again, and she sniffled a bit. Her sobbing calmed down into a light cry. "Okay. You know how you were going to help me get home, right?" she asked, looking up. Tears were quickly drying onto her red cheeks. "Of course. I know I can help you. We just have to get through it together." I said as I fixed my beanie. "No, it isn't that. It's about Kai, Izzy." I frowned. She began crying heavier again. I continued listening to her. "If we're going to get me home...I can't be with him anymore.."

So Strange Occurings

I've been hanging out with Jay more now that we're going out and stuff. But the more I hang out with him, the stranger things get. I sense he isn't very normal either, and I think he notices my "peculiar activity" too. Once we get further into our relationship, I will decide to tell him. Sooner or later. Rose said it was hard to tell Kai her secret, but he had promised not to tell anyone. It may sound strange to say you don't trust your boyfriend, but I just don't. Like I said! Further into the relationship. I think he really likes me with the way he treats me. But this morning, he told me to meet him under the oak tree. I was yet again nervous, because it's been nearly a month since we've begun dating and our only kiss was at the theatres. He was waiting for me at the picnic table with his guitar. That's when I got the chills. I sat down next to him. He looked up and smiled. I could tell it was Jay and not Kai. (obviously Kai can't play guitar). "I...um--wanna play a song...for you." he said going very, very red. I smiled and touched his hand. It was as cold as it was in the theatre, and it wasn't normal because it was nearly 90 degrees out here with a nice breeze. "Do you know the song "Falling Away With You"?" He asked. I gasped and said "By Muse? Of course I do!". He was going to play my second favorite-est song. When he started playing, I was shocked. I didn't realize he was going to sing! His voice was that of an angel. Or just like Matt Bellamy's. Baha. I love the way his fingers glide over the frets, the way he plays the guitar with ease. It was amazing. I nearly cried with tears of joy. At the end of the song he looked up at me and gave a shy smile. Of course my eyes were teared up a bit from forcing myself not to cry. Well, I tried. He pulled my hair away from my face and grinned. He moved in for a kiss. I attempted to pull away, but I couldn't help it. He was just too... I don't know, charming. We had the same kind of kiss as we did in the movies. The school bell rang and we had to go. "Thank you Jay." I said smiling. I've smiled at least a million times today, and school hadn't even started yet. "You're welcome. And by the way, a few more days until a month! I'm planning something speciallll." I blushed and tried to hold back three of the most strongest words in relationship history that could change us forever. I yet again could NOT help it. "Um, Jay." "Yeah?" he said turning back around. "I-- I love you." I bit my lip and winced. I closed my eyes and felt him come against me. He did the "signature whisper". "I love you too." And then he kissed me good-bye.

So Good Times

I gave Jay my number at the end of guitar class. We aren't going to school tomorrow for who knows what reason, but he wondered if we could hang out then. BAWHH. I luff him and stuff. Like deep down inside I am married to that, sparkly wonderland man. lol. He's a-may-zing. This is like the third or second day I've known him. But we did talk for two hours in guitar. :3 Bleh. He suggested the movies. I'm scurred. He wanna go watch Hunger Games! I won't tell him I've already seen it. BUT HE HASN'T EVEN READ THE DANG BOOKS. This will be a surprise for him. Woot woot. ^^ Asked my madre if we could go watch a movie. She honestly doesn't care because she knows about my powers. She would be okay knowing I could defend myself if I get kidnapped. But (by the way, this is a bit..in the past.) when we got to the movie theathres he said, "Hey, Iz, we should sit in the top row. Good thing we came way after the movie came out. We can be here alone!". That's when I got scared. We sat up top next to each other. Mid-way through the movie, he reached for my hand. I moved away a bit, but he grasped my hand in his cold one. I got chills down my spine. At the end credits, we stayed sitting until they were half way through. Everyone had left. "Iz, I have to tell you two things. And ask you one." "Anything." I replied looking into his eyes. I smiled and blushed. "Well, I really like you. And, I was wondering if you liked me?". I nodded until I was dizzy. "Honestly, ever since I saw you play that song...I liked you. A lot." He smiled and kissed me. It wasn't a quick, meaningless one. It was the kind that made you feel like you were a princess. The one that lasts forever. "Will you go out with me?" he whispered in my ear. "Of course. Always."

So Awkward Buddy

Earlier today I attended my weekly guitar lessons class. I walked inside of the building and strode to the sign-in desk. I put in my last name letting the teacher know I was here. I saw the same last name as Kai's! I didn't know he was in this class! I didn't even know he played guitar! =.= I walked in the classroom and grabbed my sheet music. I spotted Kai sitting next to an empty seat. I crept up to him and quietly sat down beside him. When he turned his head I smiled at him. "O-M-G Kai! I had no idea you played guitar!". He had a puzzled look on his face. "Kai? Oh, you must know him! Allow me to introduce myself. I'm Jay, Kai's twin brother." I sat for a moment with my mouth hanging open. This happier personality to a person who looked exactly like Kai...was a much more attractive side. Guitar boy? Oh yes. YES. "Um, I-uh-- Kai has a twin?!" I said, straightening my beanie. "Yep, you're looking at him." He smiled and flipped his hair that Justin Bieber-ish way. I blushed like mad. I had to get a hold of myself. I think the only thing different about him was his personality...or was it the fact he also wore a beanie? "Aha...ha. Well since you're a noob in this class, show me how good you really are." I smirked and flipped my guitar in the correct position for a lefty. Yeah, I'm a lefty. He turned his into lefty position too. I smiled at the fact he was left handed. I don't know any other guys who are. He began playing my favorite song, "Somewhere Only We Know" by Keane. I'm literally falling for this guy now. DAMMIT. "I don't know the chords very well." he said, snapping me out of my sparkly Jay wonderland. "I do!" I excitedly said putting my hand on the strings and positioning my fingers correctly on the frets. He watched me strum with my pick. My lucky pick too. :3 He smiled at me. Man, that pick sure was lucky...

So Awesome Day

So yesterday I had my friend Rose come over and we had a sleepover. I knew there was something different about her, I just didn't know what. She found out what I was, because I trusted her. I showed her my powers. I'm a chimera. I meant to mention that, I just didn't exactly feel like it. I'm a kitsune and a dragon. A kitsune is a fox with nine tails and magical powers. And you all know what a dragon is, I hope... But anyway, my favorite power I have..is either arranging the stars and forming constellations or summoning mythical creatures. I love unicorns! :D But I had no idea Rose was an -- angel. She is a fallen angel. An angel who's future is a bit dark. But this whole time she could read my mind. I feel horrible now. I can't think of my crush or anything. But during a test she can tell me her answers. Well I have to go clean. Byeee!

So Not Trusted

Okay guys. Apparently, I can't be trusted anymore by anyone except for my friends. I kind of got in a fight with a cheerleader the other day. Oh, no school today by the way. It was the cheerleader's fault. She confronted me. I almost got revealed in front of the whole school. Since no one really knows what I am, I guess I can trust you guys enough to tell you. You will never believe me (exactly my point of the title of this post). *cough cough* Cue story...now. Well it started like a ka-billion years ago. My ancestors were...dragons. As the generation kept going on, it began to get more human. At one point, there was no longer any sign of dragon except in the ancestry. But then there was me. I'm half dragon. I have the choice to be in human form, half form, or full dragon. I feel horrible for telling you all this. I hope my ancestors will be fine with it. I did you all a good one, and told you my #1 deepest darkest secret. Now you'll just have to find out #2. :)